Feelings, emotions and choices...

What do I do if I am feeling insecure about something? Do I reassure myself, it is going to be okay? Do I talk to someone? - Or, Do I just forget about it?

Simple, I should be asking myself, Is it really that big of deal? If the answer is, no, then I've solved my problem.
I can't worry at any given opportunity about things that may seem out of the ordinary - Or am I fearing that something is coming that I least expect to happen? So, it seems...
I just wish I knew totally what is going around me. Somehow, it all seems to work itself out in the end. Somehow, I have to see myself at "the end" and see that there is nothing to be scared of, if it has not happened. That's future 'present', it's a fear everyone has which does not even exist in this present moment as you are reading this post. Now, that sentence is in 'the past'. It can't hurt you, in fact it doesn't even exist now Therefore, I am fearing something that hasn't even happened. Which is totally stupid, in other words. But, people do this on a daily basis...It seems to have become a makeup of apart of a human being; Feelings, emotions and choices...Especially, fearing the unknown - 'Diving into deep water without a paddle'.

xx.

No chase, no chance...

I seem give in too easy, depends on the situation and who it is. I'm tired of games and the bullshit; why can't people be honest with each other for once?

But, I am dangering myself to getting hurt if I give in too easy...
I am also leaving myself open if I am to be sympathetic for what-ever reason.

I don't know. Things seem right at the time, then I just think that maybe they weren't the best choice later on. But, at least I had 'some fun' in the process, right...?

So it isn't wasted at all in that sense. But, I keep making the same mistakes over and over when it comes to relationships. I am just damn hoping that one day, SOMEONE will be honest and truthful to me, all the damn way!

Look at me, I'm already slightly worried and I have realised why as well...I'm probably worrying for no damn reason though!

Where did the innocent in life go? It seems they fucked themselves away into the misery.

Then again, another attitude of mine has always been, "whatever happens, happens for a reason and that's just the damn way it worked out!". Obviously, the person I was with or after just wasn't my type nor even 'meant' for me.
I'm enjoying being single, but, I do enjoy a relationship also. Having fun with someone is so rare these days. Not like what has happened to me recently, so damn rare for me!

It was just nice too...

xx.