Just another sound...

"You're Cute When You Scream" By Senses Fail


(Fuck with my heart)
I'll teach you what it's like.
(To be so used)
That you'll have to clean.
That dirt stuck in
Your plastic finger nails.
And just the scent of you is enough
(To make me sick)

And all I know is revenge is sweet when...

You know that you are worthless
And I am better than
The games that you play princess.
(I've played) and always win.

(I'll take my time)
To slowly plot your end.
(But now I will)
Spit bullets with my pen.

And all I know is you're cute when you scream.

You know that you are worthless
And I am better than
The games that you play princess.
(I've played) and always win.

I'll take you to the top,
Of this building and just push you off.
Run down the stairs so I can see your face
As you hit the street,
the street, the street, the street.

You know that you are worthless
And I am better than
The games that you play princess.
(I've played) and always win.

(This time I win. So here's your kiss goodbye.)

The next time I am going to be angst over a lover. Or ex lover. I will be sure to think of this song and cluck...

That 3rd verus is very emo and impacting. Yet disgusting at the utter though.

Trapped inside...

I keep listening to this song, over and over. I can't get it out of my mind...

"And I am, stronger now,
Since you crawled away,
You're so far away,
And I am, stronger now,
Since you crawled away, since you crawled away,

You want to tear me down,
You want to hold me down,
You can't control me now,
You cannot take me out,
You cannot save me now,
Because I'm stronger now."

Maybe, it's just another reflection of my past. Because, I have been feeling so confident in some way and not-so once again in others.
I will so teared up inside - I've crying again/stressing out of my current situation, but, I may have fixed it already with another cleaning job with more suitable day time hours for me.


xx.

And I know what I feel should be natural...

"I got a need, for something new,
I got a need, that says it's you,
I got a hunger, or has a hunger got me?
I get crazy, when I like what i see,
I got your name, I like how it sounds,
I get restless, 'till you come around,
I get going, will I ever stop?
I get down and you come and fire me up,

And I know what I feel should be natural."

(Infusion - Natural)

Since, I have move over here I have found myself listening to this song a lot when-ever I find someone 'new' to like...Despite the fact, I really love Infusion and I missed the chance to see them play on a live set!
It's just such an addictive song...

But, the reason on why I posted it was because, it's exactly how I am feeling once again. - And I love it!

It's that special feeling I was getting when-ever I meet someone I like really...and I could see myself possibly, getting rather serious with. It makes me smile. I'm excited about things. But, at the same time; things aren't serious yet. That's just what I love having fun, doing what-ever with them. It's nerve racking when things get serious and emotionally tied up to them.

But - Hey, that's the way relationships can be.

I've already planned to see him again on the weekend and I can't damn wait either!


xx.

What ever happened to Part #2 of this song...?

Karnivool - Change (part 1)

So if you like the sound of,
The glass that breaks against the wall,
I'd trade it all for several,
Pieces of your anger,
I am the interest of your heart,
Say this will wash away,
I'm climbing this rope I feel God,
Would you care to stare me down,
I portray you in different light.

Still running...From those eyes

Dear Bob,

My last post was some lyrics out of a song that I hold very dearly to myself.

'Something Corporate - My Konstantine'.

I fell in love with it when I first heard it...I've been that way ever since. Sometimes, I cry to it. Mainly after break ups though...It's such an after break up song.

Yes. I am feeling a lot better, I've had two days off work and I have finally recovered from tuesday. My knees are still very sore though, at least my muscles in my knees are...
Things seem to be going very slow for me lately. I can only hope that next week falls into place better... Work is very variable for me. I don't know when I will have and when I wont and that's vine yard work for you.

Yeah, 'hope at least'. Heh. There is always hope, even when there is none. ;]

<3 = love heart.

xx.

My Konstantine...

This is because I can spell confusion with a K,
and I like it,
It's to dying in another's arms,
And why I had to try it,
It's to jimmy eat world,
And those nights in my car,
But this time I'm alone, and I don't see those stars,
I'm not your star?
Isn't that what you said,
What you thought this song meant,
You thought this song meant.

<3