Just another poem to love or hate

One of my poems has been posted on : http://incinq.blogspot.com/ - Date, April 1st...
The title is: "girl, 21, Western Australia..." on that blog - And here it is!



Creative
Gently, caring
Quietly wanting someone
Lustfully, aching
Secretly.

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Just a side note...

Beginnings Created Shadows Profile An Existence...

See me now,

~ Shadowed heart from within,

Once loved,
Only once time to begin,
Pick up from where I left off,
Where pieces of an existence float from the dust,

Ashes to ashes,

I am more than what I have become.

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How I wish for you...

I've been staring into his eyes for too long,
As losing the sense of reality has been gone,

His eyes glow bright in the eastern morning light,
A smile shines upon my face,
Holding on to the moment,
Hoping it will last,

How could I ever not lose myself with him in this place?

Simply being with him,
Time is non-existence,
Everything means nothing - And he is everything,

How I miss just waking up beside someone,
Intimate thoughts never came so clean before,
I miss the little things that I once so very adored,

Now, I hope he is that something more,
So I can muse over and ever adore.

...

It was beautiful day with Daniel...
My expectations are being kept to a minimal and I am happy!

xx.

The facts behind the void...

It's a fact;

I care too much.

It's a fact;

I am a fighter.

It's a fact;

It's my disease.

Let me leave,
Let me bleed,
Let me beat it,

- Without you.

Here,
Something I fear,
Because,

I am the savior within,

- And I don't need you to be my sin.

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I'm experiment with text sizes and format for visual effects and impact on the viewer.

Daniel said, he likes me! <3
He is such a sweetie and an old school guy.
Yeah, I can't wait for tomorrow.
I am spending the day with him! *love sighs*


xx.

My Apathetic Story...

[: My Apathetic Story :]

When I get that feeling,
Of looking into your eyes,

Sadness, sorrow,
A memory,
Flooding back,
Like a shadow,
I can't escape,

Because, of a broken heart,
Left in an awake,

A hollow feelings inside,
Spills within these walls,

But, sometimes,
I forget,

But, sometimes,
I remember...

The silence between words,
Tears between the pages,
Rips in the cover,
Stains in the pictures...
Turned grey and faded,
Broken down by time,
Love was lost anyway,

Senseless, mindless, pain,
Fears, confusion and blame,
Was set to be the apathy anyway,

Push me away,
Forget me today,
Push me away,

Erase me from the page,
Along with the story in place,
It's not destiny or fade,

It's sick to want this,
It's sick to need this,

Forget it, Forget it,
Don't even regret,

Because, I am the savior within myself,
I don't need you,
Or no body else.